I want a guy who treats me right, listens to me and makes me feel good
My journey being two weeks afar February 1, 2012
First and foremost, wow, it’s been what? Two weeks I think, since I last updated my profile. Well, it’s maybe because I am busy. I was preparing for the upcoming Science Fair and I was assigned to make a bridge out of Popsicle sticks and it was a bit hard. And I was make it as tough as possible for it should stay up even a 200 pound guy would step on it. That’s so exhausting! But I can still say that I can still make it! FINGERS CROSSED!
And since, as I’ve said, it’s my first entry after weeks, I’ll give a full update about what happened in my whole week (I bet, this post will be so long).
Monday last week, January 23, Bea and I had a really oh my gosh talk. And since that will be the first after I got you know uhm… displeased? I don’t know what word to use to describe the thing that happened. Yah, and that went well. Everything is back on its track now and after things are settled, we are still friends. HAHA! That’s so fun. And it’s nothing now unlike what happened to me and Janine. And if you are going to ask why it went well with Bea but not with Janine, I could say that maybe it is because Bea loves me more than Janine do (I don’t even thinks she DOES love me) so she can’t you know afford to lose me. That’s so assuming of me. But on a more serious note, I think it is because Bea is willing to give a lot of effort just to make things okay again while Janine, I’ll let you judge.
Also, on my previous entry (second to the last rather) I said that I had an yah, for the second time an argument with Angelo. I was planning to have a talk with him the same day I had a talk with Bea however it just didn’t happened. And days passed before finally he came and asked for my forgiveness. Well he actually messaged me on Facebook and wrote me a letter saying he was sorry. But still I want to talk o him in person so that day wew. It was really fixed.
Then early this morning we had our Career Orientation a simple symposium held on our school and it was great. After the symposium, we had our lunch then while eating we asked each other what we wrote on the career map. Then a lot of them (my classmates eating inside our room) said that maybe my plan was after graduation I’m going to proceed on marriage (which is false). Then the whole room was happy and joking about that when my classmate, Edward (I call him “Kuya” a Filipino term used to address older guys, though he’s not really older than me but he’s really tall.) asked me a question but was stopped for that is when Angelo entered the room and joined our conversation he sat beside the table where we were eating. Then he proceed saying how many kids I want and I don’t want to answer seriously ‘cause for that wasn’t serious too and besides I still don’t know how many, then Angelo and I concurrently answered, SEVEN! That was when the whole room laughed, confused if it was because it was a bit unusual that we are thinking of the same answer or if they thought that was a serious answer, they might think that maybe we are destined enough to have the same ideal number kinds or maybe they just thought that seven was a really big number. I really don’t know but that scene was kinda cute.. haha! Nothing and just to make it clear I am not feeling any kilig, it was just so cute.
My Journey of happiness January 21, 2012
Well yesterday was our LTR (Loyalty turnover rights) or simply a junior and senior prom. It went well, really. Let me start my story with me waking up 5:30 am in the morning. When I woke up, after realizing that I was really awake, I looked at the ceiling, feeling nothing. Happiness, nervousness and even excitement. None of those feelings went through my nerves. I stared that same place on the ceiling for some time. But before I finally left my bed I looked at my phone and saw the time, its 6:28 already. DEAD! I am so dead! I immediately run down my bed and prepared random stuffs. After that I took a bath. And I was really rushing. The bus will leave at 9:30 and we are scheduled for our hair and make up at 7 (me and my sister). We left the house at 7:05 I think.
Then the artist assigned to do my hair and make up was LATE!! We are there at 7: 35 I think then she arrived at 8:05 she’s an hour late! I like my hair to be a curly updo but she made it a little twist curly top and super curly ahh so confusing. I won’t detail it anymore since I’m really not good in you know describing. Anyway, we finished the hair and make up at 9:20. it takes 30 minutes to reach our school. But we have to be there at 9:30. DEADD! I am so dead for the second time.
But then we arrived at school at 9:35 five minutes late pssshh. -_- so what’s the big deal?! HAHA!
So I run to the bus. I thought the bus number assigned to III – SSC (our section) was BUS 1. But then someone (forgot who) informed that it was actually 8. We are transferred to bus 8.
Then on the whole bus trip, all I felt was dizziness. Then after sometime we are i think 20 minutes away from Manila Hotel (our destination/prom’s venue) yah.. it really happened. I VOMITTED. That was a very embarrassing part.
Skip that.
When we entered the prom’s exact venue, the program started immediately. Then boring stuffs happened. Then the meal was served! YAY! But what’s so exciting about that? It was a leek soup with potatoes i think then chicken teriyaki. Then a whip cream dessert. SO? Haha! Anyway, after that the exchanging of loyalty cards was done (juniors to seniors vice versa). Then the social dance was performed. The dance was the most exciting part. III – SSC from different batches for years won the social dance. So could you imagine how embarrassing that? And what a disappointment for T. Josie? That is the same reason why we are so scared! (I think word ‘nervous’ would never be suited.) then it happened. We were wearing masks then on the middle part (WHEN EVERYBODY THINKS IT’S OUR ‘HIGHLIGHT’) we have to remove our masks. But mine was tightly tied and i end up dancing with it on my face. Then another unexpected moment happen which i will not give details for it was really hard to explain and understand. But that unexpected moment caused me to have a great mistake. It was really embarrassing though it was lessen by the mask. Then we all knew we are going to lose. Everyone started to you know (don’t know how to describe what everyone did). The girl or the pair who caused the unexpected moment, Bea, felt really miserable. To the point that she cried. Before she cried she talk to me saying she was sorry for what they’ve done and something. But at that time i was really blue and sad and everything. (i think she’s got a wrong timing.) when she said the ‘sorry’ word again for nth time. I replied, “We have nothing to do about it know.” Then she went back at her table. Everybody was saying she was crying but i was so upset to care and take a look. Until she stopped crying i never saw how she looked like. How sad or how pitiful she was. When i think she’s back to her senses, she then talked to me asking if i was angry especially to her. I replied yes. I can’t lie. Also, i don’t want to. We have nothing to do. I felt ALL the bad vibes running through our table. Those made me ask Dendy, a really close friend, to go to the bathroom to breathe. She all has the GOOD VIBES that is the exact reason why i so, so, so, so love her. She said to me that we are going to have a photo session there. And we had fun. And the awarding was held.. Then as expected, we didn’t got it. However, we still end up having smiles on our faces. We had a very ultimate picture taking outside and inside the hotel. So fun tough we didn’t win. At the bus i ask them not to sleep.(but, the one who slept was me, discuss later) we really had fun. (gotta post a vid about that later.) then after sometime i felt the dizziness again same thing i felt early that morning, then moment of truth I SLEPT!!
Don’t know what to say but going through the process of remembering that priceless day, awhh. Everything was just perfectly awesome. We didn’t have the bacon; the trophy was on someone else’s hands, yes. But we have each other. That simple fact is good enough to make everything flawless.
My Journey with Respect January 13, 2012
Yesterday is Friday the thirteenth! January 13, 2012. And if you’d ask how was it? It was made up of BAD LUCK. Let me star my story with this
As usual, I was rushing to school. I almost got late but my handbook isn’t signed. (YAY!!) Having false hopes, I said to myself, “Wow, this must be my lucky day.” So I happily hoped the stairs to my room (5th floor) when some of my classmates appeared. I think it was Cyriil, my Bepu (:best friend, Glen) and Jeremy I think? Oh whatever. Then they told me that T.Josie was angry. I didn’t ask why but I think it is somewhat related to my classmates skipping our dance practice. Then I’m starting to think, “Whoa, bad luck is starting to arrive.” Then we arrived at the quadrangle and started practicing. The start up to the middle of the practice was actually great. The sun is not burning and all of our classmates are willing to cooperate. Then T.Josie taught us the counting and then I felt okay for she was really great! Then when she left for her next subject, she told us to continue. We practiced the steps group by group luckily again, I was on the first group the we had some changes and when we are going to teach it to the other group, I approached another classmate that I think what he was doing was wrong. But, he doesn’t accept that nicely, he answered me in the most displeasing way! I feel so wronged. But, I let it pass. However when he’s showing again that annoying attitude of his, I was totally ooohed and I simply walked out. And by the way he’s name was Angelo. He’s actually a close friend which mainly the reason why I got so so hurt by his ‘impulsive’ words and actions. He’s really turning to be as annoying as Janine.. for the nth time, I had this kind of experience. Is it really hard for others to respect ME? Is that too much to ask? Specially from a friend, the pain is tripled. I am emotionally stabbed by this incident.
My Journey about a Great disaster in a day! January 9, 2012
This is a very stressful day. Early this morning, 2 am I think, I opened my facebook account then I am redirected to the group created for our section. I guy named Brenth (he’s a classmate of mine) posted a note saying he can no longer join our prom for he’s lacking with some cash. But, back outing in not an option. We are already done with everything (well, not really) if he’s not coming, we’re really back to square one. So I decided to think for a possible solution. Though as a treasurer of the class, I don’t think that’s still my problem. However, 3 am of the same day, before going to bed, I thought of a great idea. To lend him our class funds and ask him to pay afterwards. Then I slept. 8 am still on the same day, I arrived at school. Having a good news, I decided to talk to Brenth first. However, my class starts at 7:50 so I’m almost ten minutes late and I lost the chance for a talk. They proceeded to practice for our prom dance while I was being called by our teacher, T. Josie, to discuss about something. (it is obviously about Brenth) she told me that she knew Brenth’s family is capable of paying but for reasons we both don’t understand, he cannot pay this time. Also, she told me not to lend him our class funds, for it is the money of all our classmates (not only his). I was really confused that time. Brenth continues to ask me (more on nag) what are we going to do, and since we are practicing, I told him that I have the solution but I’m going to tell it later. After hours of practice, we are given a break. That was the time I talked to Brenth. He was sitting beside his friends Joephel, Michael, Renato and I forgot who the other one is. They are talking about something I don’t know. Then I started talking. When I told him that we can’t help he started talking as if he was asking for sympathy. But I still followed what t.Josie told me. Later that afternoon, we are still practicing; I forgot to eat my lunch. And I think it’s pass 3 pm already and I am not hungry, I’M STARVING!! But I’m so shy to ask permission to eat. So I continued with the practice. But minutes passed I started feeling dizzy. And that gave me the courage to ask. And they said yes with any but’s or if’s. then I crawl up til the 5th floor (that’s where our room was located) and eat. After the practice has it’s second break, pass 4 pm I think, my friends went to our room also. Then we started talking about funny stuffs laughing and laughing…. Then that’s the time I feel dizzy again, I went outside for fresh air then saw another classmate of mine she’s Rinselle. She chats up with some of our boy classmates in the most flirtatious way she could. And that is soo annoying! Thought I’m not really into the boys. Still, it is annoying. So I returned to our room while saying “Rinselle is so annoying” then they started commenting about what I said. It’s so funny to see how they are also affected with her. Then her best friend, the ex close friend of mine named Janine (traitor) suddenly became our topic. A lot of my friends told me that she’s back stabbing me after our fight (she’s mistake). That soo annoying. But I don’t want to give more details coz it’s really a disaster!
3 things that i can’t stop from happening January 2, 2012
- My scores on my previous exams will be revealed.
My DRAMA – This is insane! I totally don’t want to hear any of it. But it doesn’t seem like I have another option.
POSITIVE SOLUTION – I think no matter what I do, I still have to face the fact that whether I pass the test or not, it’s all my doings. And no matter low my grade will be as long as I answer it honestly, I think it is still the best thing.
- My classmates will finally see me after almost a month.
My DRAMA – OH MY GOSH! I think I gained 100 more pounds. What would my classmates think?
POSITIVE SOLUTION – Maybe a lot of my classmates also turned into pig. HAHA! That’s so evil of me. But I’m not the only person who celebrated the Noche Buena right?
- The JS prom is coming.
My DRAMA – This is the most annoying part. Well our dance, still isn’t polished. The problems about the music are so so so so so increasing. All pairs are not participating.
POSITIVE SOLUTION – At least our choreographers are exerting lot of efforts. At least our team is a little above than the others. And I think the classmates of mine would be able to realize that they need to cooperate for us to really win.
But it’s New Year, why would I waste all my time thinking about problems right? I’ll do my best to make this year THE BEST YEAR EVVVVVAH!
Happy New Year everybody!!
My journey begins now December 29, 2011
Well the year is about to end ,but before I bye-bye Mr. 2011 there’s a lots of stuffs to do. Two days before my calendar turns to 2012, (IS IT SCARY OR SOMETHING?) we are going to clean the house. and it’s all because of that superstitious belief that the house should be clean at the New Year’s Eve. But it actually makes a lot of sense, are you going to let your house look dirty and filthy on the first day of the year? (NO!) it would really take a day for us to decide whether to throw or keep things.
And a day before, we a going to cook. A lot food variety of course. and this is the first time I’m going to tell you this, i can somewhat excel on cooking. Whether a main dish, dessert or anything just name it. but i think i exaggerate a little bit. HAHA!!
WEW.. I think it’s going to be a busy year ahead of me.
simply me.. :) December 29, 2011
Since this is my first entry i want it to be filled with everything about me. I’m a 15 year old junior high school student living in the Philippines. These days I realized that my interest in writing is kinda growing so I decided to create this blog. That actually was my main reason but I started to think that I probably enjoys typing than writing with a pen. Before a lot of people would criticize me, I’ll be the first to admit this, I AM NOT A GREAT WRITER. Its just that I love writings things I cannot say with my mouth.
